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You don't fit in but you belong

by Ete

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1.
For the first time. in a long time. I woke up. The sky was blue For the first time. in a long time. I felt so good, I didn't know what to do For the first time. in a long time. The clouds were lifted off of my head The sun was sifted through the trees. And my mind, this is what It said:  Life it can be beautiful, it can be hard, it can be everything or nothing at the same time.  For the first time. in a long time. I feel good just like I should.  Forgot my problems. Forgot my pain. And I cried. I cried. I cried: Life it can be beautiful, it can be hard, it can be everything or nothing at the same time. At the Same time. 
2.
Someday, Ill be better And this wont keep me up at night Someday, I’ll be stronger I will over come this fight cause I know there’s something I can’t see And I know that there’s someone watching over me And I know that I am not alone..with this.. Someday. Ill feel normal.. I will laugh at your stupid jokes Someday. Ill be happy My heart will fill up with hope I just want to feel love in my bones I just want to feel like.. I am home I just want to belong to someone I just want run around and joke for fun I know that I can have this with you I can be anything you need me to. Oh please show me the way to get …home
3.
Oh. I began to cry, you put your arms around me, you put your arms around me Oh. When I wanted to die, you put your arms around me, you put your arms around me Oh. I regained my sight, you put your arms around me, you put your arms around me Oh. Now I’m going to fight, you put your arms around me, and you opened my eyes Leave me alone Leave me alone. You pushed me down into the sea, no one else around but me I stay down and its real black but now I’m going to make it back Oh My soul Oh my soul You’re arms come out of darkened rain, things will never be the same They lift me up they build me up they give me strength
4.
I woke up the rain stopped. The ghosts are gone, there all sleeping The sunshine. It fills my soul. For the first time I feel whole A picture perfection. Another Deep connection So pure it’s. A dream come true, all I can see is you Please. Don’t say you're sorry to me.  Before you speak, It’s your whole story that I need I look to the night and wonder Always something always on my mind When I was a child and running wild was all I had to do was all I had to do Now I’m lost in my decisions  Like a car crash, repeat collisions Snare drums smash, kick drum beat, guitar chords and harmonies You have come at the perfect time, i'm so glad that you are mine You don’t fit in. Don’t fit in, Don’t fit in.  You don’t fit in but you BELONG
5.
In the corner on the floor I'm on my knees. Asking for more  I ask for strength. I pray or hope I'm looking for a way to cope With so much weight and a worried mind I ask for peace..send me a sign Please let me know if you are there I need to know someone cares Everything going be alright  I know everything's going to be alright But now I need some reassurance I'm feeling week like I can't do this  The dark can't beat the light. I know the dark can't beat the light Right now it feels like there's no end To all the darkness in my sight I now know what I have to do I need to let it go. will you Please show me how To move on I want to feel that peace again I am so tired of life this way I want an out. I'll leave today I'll follow you. I'm all packed now Just help me get out of this somehow  I hope this moment will let go of me There's nothing more that I want to be freed I know everything's going to be alright But now I need some reassurance I'm feeling week like I can't do this  The dark can't beat the light. I know the dark can't beat the light Right now it feels like there's no end To all the darkness in my sight
6.
seW 04:56
You left us quickly A silence filled the room Please help me through this Please take away this bruise I thought I felt something But there was no one by my side I heard a voice say “Stay here” I’ll never let you go You’re always with us A few steps up ahead The light inside us I know it will not end Please give me strength to go on And pick up these broken bones I can feel you here around me Even when you are gone I know you’re here. I know you’re here. I know you’re here. I know you’re here You. You are an angel. Show me where to go I need some protection Guide me safely home
7.
One and Only 05:25
I can’t be with you any more I can’t stand to be. The door. And the path to your small perfect (bend)World All the lines were straight have now been blurred You wanna know my reasons I’ll tell you You wanna know my reason I’ll tell you..Maybe You were my one and only friend I was with you until the end   I miss somethings about But mostly I just want you But you can’t always get what you want And sometimes what you want is some ,, love You wanna know my reasons I’ll tell you You wanna know my reasons I’ll tell you You wanna know my reasons I’ll tell you You wanna know my reasons I’ll tell you You were my one and only I wish that you could be right here Ive never felt so lonley Your voice is ringing in my ear
8.
Young Child 04:44
Hey young child. You don’t have to fit in with them You have a different place to go Be yourself Don't look at anybody else and you Will find your way Oh my son What have you done? I gave you everything you needed Just let it go Everything you know Follow me I will show you Keep your head Don't let the monsters get inside They just want a home Run Away Stay close to what you know because there may come a day Oh my son What have you done? I gave you everything you needed Just let it go Everything you know Follow me I will show you
9.
Stay 05:25
I see you hurt. But I can’t reach you You won’t believe how much I need you. It breaks my heart. To see you this way. All I want is for…  you to stay. There is hope. All around you The arms of peace. They surround you You're not alone in this fight..no I know this has been the longest night Stay. With Me Stay. Please. Were in this together We’ll survive this stormy weather There are times I feel so broken In my life. Can't stop the choking When my back's against the wall.
10.
Step away from me and you’ll always be not a part of my life Don't look at me don’t talk to me you're not a part of my life I just want to get through this. To get through this I just want to get through this. To get through this Time to say goodbye I’ll never cry I’ll never see you again. Don’t want to see you again I’m letting go. I’m moving on You're not a part of my life, you're not a part of my life. I just want to get through this. To get through this I just want to get through this. To get through this I just want to get through this. To get through this I just want to get through this. To get through this

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This is part 1 of a 30+ song album. It took me 3 months to figure out which songs go on this part and which should be saved for the next one. I spent about 7 months writing and recording the entire album. It was the most fun I have had yet, with lots of special guests. This is the first album that I was able to track entirely by myself.

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released June 14, 2019

Songs Written: Ete AhPing
Recording: Ete AhPing @ The Basement Studios (Heber UT)
Mixed and Mastered: Noisebox Studios (Provo UT) + TypreThree (Brooklyn NY)
Guest Musicians: #3 - Ilene AhPing (vox), #4 - Susi Begin (vox), John Schultz (vox+writing), Carolee Whipple (Drums, Vocals, Writing)
#8 Naomi (screaming in intro), #13 - Anna Walters (Lyrics)

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Ete Heber City, Utah

Ete AhPing creates emotive and beautiful pop/rock music designed to uplift his fans and bring hope to those in need. Ete’s brand of atmospheric and melodic songwriting instantly connects to the heart of anyone listening and pulls them into his world. He is inspired by artists including Morrissey, Jimmy Eat World, Brandi Carlile, Radiohead, but brings a deep originality to his work. ... more

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